Friday, July 20, 2007

Let Go?


It's really hard to let go, even for awhile.

When the trust is not there, things can get really difficult and put someone on the edge everyday.

I guess it kinda makes me worry now…it can be good and bad. 2 sides of a coin.

It makes me tired, cos I cannot let go. Yet, it makes me wanna let go of it all and just "fuck it". I never thought that this would be upon me..it's just so not me…guess it's passion?

Sigh. Just pray nothing happens in the next 14 days...

Photo : Me

Thursday, July 19, 2007

On and On


A lot more "cold' jokes last night…

A gal next to me was like non-stop on the phone via SMS…the guy infront of me cannot stop shaking his legs(wearing Man U jersey), the one 2 tables away cannot stop asking idiotic questions…sick people… Singaporeans are really one kind.

Completed step 2…proceeding to step 3…this is really taxing…

I am someone who hates calssroom… and worst still..tests… but, I dun have a choice for this…

Gonna be another mad rush tonight…a breatherv tomorrow and another rush on Saturday..then follow by 2 weeks worth of jungle…

I am so impatient to get the necessary done now…oohh…my desired princess…come to me quick...

Photo : Bike crossing...!!

Wednesday, July 18, 2007

First Step


Last evening, went for the first of the many steps towards the goal.

As I was travelling in the train…It went past my goal's habitat…it look so so beautiful..so clear with all the windows and bright…she is just in there..waiting for me… It's like a motivational factor for me, to drive me on.

I am very tempted to pay a visit soon, even without the plans in place...

Upon reahcing the "school"..it looks like immigration building..so many people so busy...

There are really lotsa weird people in class..and so so so typical… Singaporeans! What can I say?!(I dun even wanna repeat the incidents...)

The worst thing is…the lecturer was "giving away" COLD FREEZING JOKES….can die…

Now, on to step 2...

Photo : Keeve..very soon we will be like this 2 clowns...sigh!

Monday, July 16, 2007

Violence Is Not Necessary



Watched Pan's Labyrinth over DVD last weekend.

Great stuffs…BUT…the violent…! The part that this guy's mouth got cut open with a knife..ARGHHED!!!! The violent is totally unacceptable and unnecessary…I will faint to such scenes…

Still great movie and great directing. Costume designs are stunning. Fairy tales does exist in this world…? Check out the DVD. Worth it!

Lost all my fortune over 2 weekends in Monopoly games…total bankruptcy…

Died numerous times being Ryu…

Defeated too many times as Shu…

What's happening…nothing seems to be working out…

It does not help that I will be going for Military Summer Camp again come next Monday… MGS Portable Ops, Frank Hubert, Isaac Asimov hopefully will help me past that 2 weeks. Oh! Not forgetting Cigis and coffee!!

Gonna miss some nonsense for that 2 weeks...

Photo : Japanese wedding ceremony. Great efforts and lotsa details...(Thought the photo will look better in Black & White...but than again, might look a little like horror movie if it is...)

Thursday, July 12, 2007

Fatal Attraction


I have been "missing" for weeks. Long time. Work is really taking up all possible time that I had and white hair seems to be sprouting out too...stress...pressure... but still, there is always time for a "new love"!

On this new love, like Keeve said.."This is a Fatal Attraction"

I am in this mode now. And I am gonna do something that I never thought that I would. It shock me too. A lot of my friends were shock as well, cos I was so strong with my opinions and then suddendly, I changed my thoughts.

Ha Ha! What can I say, I totally fell in love with It. And I will do whatever I can to own it. I am working hard towards it. Let see what happens in the next 18 months…I do hope I can achieve it. It's love at first sight, I think.

Some were telling me, there are many other nicer ones around! Not to me. I never was interested and into any of it, untill I saw "her"…she came along and made my heart pound day and night...

Amazing… Friends who know me well will know that, whatever catches my fancy, and when I have made up my mind to own it, I will. At least I have a goal to work on!

It is really a Fatal Attraction...

Photo : Give me direction to where the money are!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Life Revolves Around Work?


I have been really busy of late and don't have time to write anything…

Got a little better today…but it will pick up again!

The only thing I am surrounded with now are work, work, work.(It sets me thinking…Work? Is it really all there is? Just work? Sigh. Life can be better. Let's put it this way, it's just work. The company don't need me. What they need are the things I am handling. Everyone is expandable. Even CEOs)

I am looking forward to Wimbledon, which already started…Also thinking of getting a massage…to relax and remain sane…

Gonna try and see if I can spare more time later this week…it's hell here...

Photo : I would love to have some of these now...

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Colour Spaces


Recently read about a office move of a particular software developer in Japan. The report shows some of the office space and designs. Beautiful, colourful and lively.

I was fortunate enough to visit alot of different companies before(Locally or overseas). It's always a experience to see different companies' design, layout and colour themes.

The more interesting ones I have seen are from event companies, Art & Design firms. Microsoft's office looks amazing too!

The colours and surrounding of your little "Kingdom" will make you look forward to work everyday!

How I wish I have an opportunity to work in such a enviroment. Colours! Life! It's a little too serious and corporate here. Not that I am complaining, but I always loves colours and art..

Photo : Wan! Wan!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Willpower and Endurance


I have been doing battle with Willpower and Endurance level for the past 2 weeks.

2 months back, I bought a new pair of leather shoes and it took me 7 working days to tame it. The back of the shoe caused abrasion which result in serious pain when walking. Endured thru the pain and agony…by the 7th day…the shoes gave in and it fits comfortably now.

3 weeks back, I bought another pair of leather shoes. This time, it took me 10 working days to tame it. It is feeling comfortably now. Not perfect, cos my legs are recovering, but good enough.

I dunno if it's just me or happen to a lot of men out there.

The only kinda shooes that will not make me "work" for it are sports shoes.

Photo : Remastered works of AC/DC on CDs. For those about to rock! We salute you!

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Couple of Irritants


There's this really irritating "couple" who are always waiting for the same bus with me every morning.

The lady looks like she's in her late 30s and the man is in his late 40s. It's pretty obvious that the man is trying so so hard to get close to her, courting her even. She seems to be enjoying the attention from him.

The man is always dressed in cargo pants, badly worn out construction worker boots, T-shirts of many different companies(looks like that kinda T-shirts given to companies employees during family day etc etc). The lady is dressed from head to toe with This-Fashion clothing. Very Jiu-Hu infact…

A little mismatch at first. But after looking at them for so long, they look like a match made in heaven.

It's obvious the lady loves attention and loves young men. I caught her admiring at a few young men at the bustop.

The man MUST sit with her when they board the bus. With a slight sighting of the bus, he would rushed to the edge of the curb, stand at the "prime" position and wait for the bus. He must be the first to board, and find 2 empty seats that can accommodate him and his lovely This-fashion girlfriend.

If they are separated with different seats in the bus, he will be all jumpy and agitated. When someone moves or alight, he would quickly move to the empty seats and asked his girlfriend over.

It's like a comedy every morning. And turns to irritation.

Photo : Mirror Mirror on the wall...

Friday, June 15, 2007

End of 20s


Happy Birthday, Miffy!

End of another 12 months cycle, moving forward to the next.

Youthful and joy will always be with you.

Gonna miss your lips when you moved behind me next week. And I am not an owl, I cannot turn my head all the way to see you pout your lips!

A big hug and lotsa love from Jack. Enjoy your special day!

XOXO

Photo : Pull or push?